https://5ea3177134bc2.site123.me2022-07-06 15:38:00https://5ea3177134bc2.site123.me/she-wrote-it-1/endless-love-luther-vandrossLove… A funny four-letter word that l had no experience with and could not comprehend.2022-04-21 09:19:00https://5ea3177134bc2.site123.me/she-wrote-it-1/love-1“The look in your eyes, the bliss. The way they glimmer, a sight I caught hold of and will never relinquish.”2021-12-02 17:25:00https://5ea3177134bc2.site123.me/she-wrote-it-1/love-letters-helloLove… the sweetest but most cliché topic known to mankind. 'Then [with a deep longing] you will seek Me and require Me [as a vital necessity] and [you will] find Me when you search for Me with all your heart. 'Jeremiah 29:132021-10-12 12:21:00https://5ea3177134bc2.site123.me/she-wrote-it-1/muzzledI felt trapped. Trapped in my own my mind at times, but refused to use the one instrument Jesus gave power; the very thing He anointed.2021-09-15 20:57:00https://5ea3177134bc2.site123.me/she-wrote-it-1/mastering-the-art-of-mental-slaveryEvery time I think that I am free there is another chain that is connected to another and another 'thing' that's attached to another 'thing'. It gives me a sense of freedom but I am still chained. How do you move from that? How do you get free from it when you cannot forget the details of what happened?!2021-09-02 13:38:00https://5ea3177134bc2.site123.me/she-wrote-it-1/turning-tablesCan you imagine? The claws of rejection flaunted on hands you once lifted up. The very hand handled gently in its most exposed and vulnerable state Now serves what it intends to be your fate; a hand full of bitterness.2021-07-27 15:01:00https://5ea3177134bc2.site123.me/she-wrote-it-1/sneaky-linkI get my room together. Take a shower. Brush my teeth. For some reason, I choose my best clothes, or wait in no clothes at all. I even fix my hair sometimes, and maybe a little perfume if I’m feeling fancy. Whatever I feel I need to do to be prepared, I do the most for you, and sometimes it doesn’t even take much at all.2021-05-20 21:37:00https://5ea3177134bc2.site123.me/she-wrote-it-1/diary-of-a-lost-oneWeary, confused, lonely, heartbroken, and WEAK. Just... WEAK. Ignorance is not the issue here. I know You are the answer. Bearing witness to Your move and experiencing your goodness first-hand. I still chose a life of whoredom and lawlessness.2021-02-10 16:00:00https://5ea3177134bc2.site123.me/she-wrote-it-1/you-made-your-bed-now-lay-in-itJudgement is inevitable. We often forget that we have been called into a life different from the rest of the world. We so often scorn and turn our nose upon the children of Israel and their whoredom,trying our very best to not be them that we carve our lives just like theirs.2021-01-06 15:59:00https://5ea3177134bc2.site123.me/she-wrote-it-1/savage-diary-of-a-jealous-godWhat am I to do with you? What do I make of you? Your declarations of love last no longer than ice-cream in the burning sun. That’s why I use prophets to shake you to attention, why my words slay you: to wake you up to my judgment blazing like light. I’m after love that lasts, not more religion.2020-11-22 14:27:00https://5ea3177134bc2.site123.me/she-wrote-it-1/itching-earsYou stubborn people! Seek God for yourselves and stop depending on others. Whenever you want a word from God you turn to your pastors, your bishops and your youth leaders. “Is my word limited to just them?” 2020-10-21 00:12:00https://5ea3177134bc2.site123.me/she-wrote-it-1/call-upon-meHello?...hello? You don’t answer when I call, you ignore me like everyone else. Some loving Father you are. I’m in pain and what do you do? Nothing. What’s the point of obedience if I still suffer anyways?2020-10-07 13:03:00https://5ea3177134bc2.site123.me/she-wrote-it-1/returnA holy and righteous God, a God who wants His people to seek His face, a Father who wants to be with His children. A God who wants to come down and be with His people, provide for them and be their God. 2020-09-23 15:53:00https://5ea3177134bc2.site123.me/she-wrote-it-1/the_golden_calf_effectThe foul stench of your offering is an offense to me, pungent and unpleasant. I despise your offering. What choice do you leave me when you offer up sacrifices for selfish gain?2020-09-09 15:20:00https://5ea3177134bc2.site123.me/she-wrote-it-1/a-heart-to-heartI am very much like the Israelites and I believe we all are in some ways. In bondage, we cry out to God to deliver us and set us free, and when we finally taste freedom, we rejoice.2020-08-26 14:30:00https://5ea3177134bc2.site123.me/she-wrote-it-1/a_free_slaveFree at last, free at last! How free are you really? How free can you really be if every time sin comes calling you drop everything and run? Every time evil presents itself you quicken?2020-08-12 15:25:00https://5ea3177134bc2.site123.me/she-wrote-it-1/with-meThis is the place I've always known. I've been hurt and abused here, tried and tested. I've never experienced the warmth of another, a love I can call mine. They always leave. Always leaving with parts of me. I've never been comforted or felt secure.2020-07-29 14:25:00https://5ea3177134bc2.site123.me/she-wrote-it-1/returningCue the piano, cue the drums. The psalmist begins, “my heart has been in your sight long before my first breath,” responses of tears, screams and shouts erupt throughout the four walls but you don’t hear them, you’re somewhere else; lost in the moment, engulfed in His glory, swept off your feet by His love.2020-07-15 16:00:00https://5ea3177134bc2.site123.me/she-wrote-it-1/the-becomingFools. That's what they are. That's what she has become. A garden beautified, a bride prepared, a covenant formed. But a foolish wife.2020-07-08 16:00:00https://5ea3177134bc2.site123.me/she-wrote-it-1/eclipse-of-the-heartFrom the heart of a verbally abused 15 year old in a place that should be a home and a refuge. Leaving would've left a void and staying would've hurt even more. Love was hurt and joy was absent.2020-06-24 15:37:00https://5ea3177134bc2.site123.me/she-wrote-it-1/loveHeyo lil Mayos! This poem was the first poem I ever wrote. It took me through one of the hardest periods in my life and I hope it will help you as well. Happy reading!2020-06-03 16:07:00https://5ea3177134bc2.site123.me/she-wrote-it-1/exposed-genitalsGod is after a relationship with you. He wants you, all of you. Genitals included.2020-05-01 22:14:00https://5ea3177134bc2.site123.me/she-wrote-it-1/uncommon-feature-the-penned-storyBe unashamed of who you are. Your story does not define you. It is unique. Own it!